Bad Weekend

This weekend was such a contrast to last weekend. I would have to give it an overall rating of about a 15-20 (Scale is 1-111) bleh...I am glad it's over...Couldn't give you a cause but thank whatever for Shanzi (Shannon) or it could've been a lot worse. Finally got my Seroquel and maybe thats the difference between then and now. I have had manias in the past that kept me awake 36 hours or more at a time but never a depression That did (I normally sleep through those or at least do little. This one was very different and honestly very scary. I thought I might leap from my 4th story window. Today is better though ...so far about a 40-45 a bored 40-45 but none the less better...Onward
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